Confusion.

For some crazy reason my life can never stay on the straight and narrow. It is in a constant state of confusion. And I think that used to scare me. And I would constantly try and "fix it." And now, I'm finding I quite enjoy the ride. Nothing in my life has ever been simple. Seemingly normal every day experiences always have something a little different about them with my life. And maybe I cause some of that (I'm certain I do). But now I'm seeing, that is what makes my life, well mine. And that is what makes things exciting, challenging, but it also makes me a better person (I believe) at the end of it all. While I sometimes wish things were different, I really wouldn't change my life for someone elses.