Once again....

Once again, it really is time for me to start listening to my horoscope:

This tug-of-war is getting the two of you exactly nowhere. Can you even remember just what it is you were tussling over? Chances are you can't. Go ahead and drop this rope. It's time to walk away.

Time to walk away is right. Also, I just realized that I never explained the "anticipation of the unexpected" that is the title to my last post. That line has come from something that I am very rapidly learning about myself. I am not someone who likes to plan just because they freak out about the future and have to have everythign lined up and ready to go. It's actually quite the opposite. I plan so that I have something to be excited about in the future. 99.9% of the time what I plan isn't even what takes place, and that is perfectly wonderful with me. It just i love that feeling when you are anticipating that something new and exciting is going to happen - though you don't quite know what it is yet. I'm sure to most of you this is very confusing. Howeve, to me, it makes 110% perfect sense! For example, I am very very excited about my upcoming trip to NZ (which I've been planning for a few months now). However, I don't have every moment of the trip planned. Not even close. I have a few places I will be staying booked and know that I want to ski. But what REALLY is exciting to me, is all the adventures (that I can dream about) that I really don't have any clue will happen. Maybe I will meet a future business partner or find a new friend to add to my amazing network of people I care for. Who knows, but what's the fun if you can't dream and hope about it?

lilwaldo